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If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do


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baby, wen e 1st daE uu step int0 myy life, myy life bc0me real bright. ii jz wanna teL uu, e feeLin ferr uu iz s0 true. ii gif uu myy heart, pls dun break it. ii lurrves damn l0ts. nv lurrves smE0nE s0 true&deep afta s0 lngg. uu rr MINE;iim YYR ferreva! uu rr e 0ne ii nidd & lurrves m0st! loves l0ts! o5.o9.o7<3


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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

i hate all of you seriously! wanna c miie die rites, it okies! since you guys can forget how i helped you guys wen you all nid help & i can ferget too! & let miie tell you i had lost respect in you auntie! rem tis! i will still call you butta dun think tat i will still help you wen you nid help! since you guys dun accept my apologise den ferget it, i dun gif it a damn! fuckers!! i had been slping at staircase e whole 1week 1day & none of you wanna to help rites & still say wanna c miie die rites! fine, i tell you FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!!! I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU ALL FROM TODAY ONWARDS! MARK MY WORDS!!!!! PCB!!!!!!!!
`shheDEAD

黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Friday, June 25, 2010

i hate you, i feel lyk killin myself. or close my eyes n nv wake up..
`shheDEAD

黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Sunday, June 20, 2010

sometimes i just dun feel lyk living, sometimes i can just close my eyes n slp n nv wake up. sometimes i feel pain in my heart. sometimes i tell myself to be strong n brave butta i just cant.. sometimes i just wanna to be a happy ger butta it seems to be lyk everyone is stoppin miie.. sometimes i just wanna to be where i belong to but tats immpossible..

wat shld i do?
`shheDEAD

黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

sometimes i wish i was daddy's, mummy's, sis's lil ger. butta i noe fereva i wun b anymore, & i noe i haf to stay strong. once i'm bein dragged down everytings abt miie will b gone fereva, i hope i wun b in tat way. i misses alots of tings, damn lots. in tis 2yrs i lost so many tings in my life, includin my family & my 2beloved sistas. u shld noe who u r, words tat is bein said out is rash butta can nv take it back. even till now i misses u 2 alots alots, just tat u 2 didnt noe at all. all e words u 2 had said its owae kept in my mind. i wish i can dun remember, butta i cant.. i dunno y, butta i noe u 2 r livin gud. & i'm happy fer u all.. loves & misses owae.. take gud care both sis!




life fer miie tis 2yrs is so hard & down, i haf been tryin to ferget everytings butt
a i just cant do it. no mata how hard i tried, its just hard.. all e memories flash back, e happy moments, e sad moments, etc.. sometimes i just wonder shld i hate myself or loves myself? i dunno either, sometimes i wish we r just normal friends or mayb strangers. mayb life would b better, butta fate brought us together now butta u r owae e one hu hurt miie most. sometimes i wish i could leave u, its better fer miie & better fer u. coz nobody will b controllin u tis n tat, nobody stop u wateva u wanna to do. & life will b better fer u too, i guess..

u r my only kin now, butta u r owae lidat.. will u really change? i dun haf much times to wait anymore, coz u make miie wait too long.. i'm scared, i'm really in fear, i felt lonely, i felt depressed, i felt disappointments, i felt sadness, i felt heartbroken all surroundin miie.. echo sounds i haf been hearin, tellin miie dun cry stay strong u can do it. butta i just owae cant, i gotta no more friends becoz of u, butta i didnt care.. butta u r still carin abt yrself whether u still haf girls friends or hu eva hu eva.. i'm sad, i'm down, i dunno hu to approach, & nobody is there fer miie wen i nid a shoulder to cry on.. i wish i can b happy go lucky lyk last time de miie butta last time de miie is already dead..

i wish my family was there fer miie, butta only in my dreams..
MUM: i just wanna tell u i miss u tons & tons!! butta i noe i cant get to c u anymore only in my dreams.. mum, i loves you as always..

if one day i'm missin from tis world pls friends & all dun bother to find miie, coz mayb i'm dead or wat, wateva its is i wanna say is a million thanks to dos friends & ppl hu helpedd miie all tis while.. really appreciated it alots! i love all of my friends & ppl around miie hu owae there fer miie.. without any of u, i guess i'm already dead few yrs ago.. last butta not least THANKS TO EVERY FRIENDS OF MINE! & XSPECIAL TO MY FAMILY! LOVES*
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黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Thursday, January 07, 2010



i'm boreddd.. ii just realise tat ii spend nearly $300 fer my total bill of medical!
hais, & i'm broke! tml start work already, haf to wake up at 7.30am! go office
fer meetin till 2pm den go workplace. hmmm, anyway my swollen went off already butta left wif blue-black only. den my wrist is still pain, wen will it recover? ii wonder~ doc said is muscle injury butta y till now even ii eat so much of their
meds & ii still in pain? BOOS!

to baby:
baby, sometimes ii was wonderin whether do uu really loves miie truely?
ii dunno hais, ii reallyy hope no more pain & hurts anymore. will my wish come
true? ii hope so, ydae was our 2yrs 4months anniversary. its been so long already,
& we haf went tru so much together. ii hope uu reallyy will change, if not there
no point holding on. correct? just wanna to tell uu tat ii loves uu!<3>
`shheDEAD

黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Monday, January 04, 2010

mc till next wed! boos, went fer x-ray ydae.
doc say is muscle injury! hmmm, hais.
i'm boredddddd...
`shheDEAD

黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am

Friday, January 01, 2010

i'm boredd..... today went c doc again, 3days MC again!
tml goin hosp do x-ray.... bless miie! :'(
hais, went to work today butta cant take it, den went break wif saniah she accompany miie go c doc. thanks alots sayang & thanks liza fer yr concern. loves uu 2!<3


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黄馨敏<3苏镇涛

我们永远的爱<3 -o5o9o7;12.02am